creating space

i was at a place of comfort

i thought i could trust you again in minimal amounts.

i was gluing my pieces back into parts, my parts into a whole

it was making sense; it felt okay

unfortunately

i am uncomfortable

i am hurt

i am broken into parts, which are in pieces

that are smaller, harder to fit together, more time consuming to work with

it hurts so bad to see this crumble

your simple and thoughtless actions, words and attitude are negative.

i do not appreciate it.

you are just who you were. i can read you like a book.

it is so hard to hear you say:

"give me time..we will talk things through."

i do not think it is worth it

you are showing nothing that promotes:

worth, care, or friendship at all

i am trying..

to be your friend

to not react harshly

to be patient

to be kinder than necessary

to be Godly and discerning through all of this..

it is so difficult.

i am creating space..again.