to keep myself sane.

i know it's late..but honestly i need to keep myself sane. put my never ending thoughts somewhere.
not that these thoughts are necessarily bad, but they just need to be put somewhere else, too.

#1) i have been growing so much in my faith lately. i find myself listening to christian music more often/singing it more often. i told one of my good friends the other day "you know, i have never realized how much i have appreciated ktis until this year." she had the same exact response. we both hadn't listened to it like at all.
also, i have been making a conscious effort to read my bible or at the minimum read crazy love every single day. i realized that my prayers that put me to sleep and wake me up each morning..just.don't.cut.it. i have been growing so much.
#2) anne jackson is kind of my hero. a woman of utter worth, and someone..who understands a lot of people who feel alone. a woman who was addicted to porn. now, your mind is probably thinking girls don't get addicted to porn. never!
but seriously, it is just as much of a struggle for girls as it is guys. like she explains in this video, it's a natural thing for guys to be addicted to porn, but it seems so weird for a girl to be. just watch this story and you'll be amazed. just like i was. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDAuLyHqAdE
#3) i miss hawaii. i miss warm weather. i am kind of sick of school. i am so excited for summer.

Peace