From thursday morning: I saw a horrific car crash...causing me to be late to class. The front of the car was smashed and I'm not quite sure what happened to the person.
From thursday afternoon: In bible class, Mr. A said these very words... "if you see a pattern of the same thing, God is more than anything else, is telling you something."
I let that hang over my head for the next day..thinking about that quote over and over.
From yesterday morning: My alarm was set for 5:45 because I had to get up early and be at school by seven. At 5:30 i woke up in shock, crying and literally shaking.
I had had a dream that two of my cousins were in my truck..I was driving...and my cousin started to have a seizure on a high speed road, snow banks trapped us on the road, I veered off while I was trying to help him, I hit the snow bank and we did 2 360s in the middle of the air. we landed ok, were all conscious..but I woke up at that moment wondering if that had actually happened. I. Was. So. Scared. I decided to get out of bed...and i was just in shock. all morning.
I got ready, got a muffin, and headed out the door. I sat in the car without turning it on for like 2 minutes...i was literally scared to drive. I finally got the courage to turn on the car and pull out of the driveway.
On my way to school I heard a song which had to do with this: Live like we're dying. I could hardly believe it....It was nuts. I definitely have been reflecting on choosing each moment as if it were my last.
God has definitely been speaking to me in dreams...and I am going to take that to heart. Don't waste the life that has been so freely given to you....it is a life worth living....and there isn't time to waste it.
What is God teaching you?
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