.Healer.

You hold my every moment

You calm my raging seas

You walk with me through every fire

And heal all my disease

I trust in you

I trust in you

I believe,

You're my healer

I believe,

You are all I need

I believe,

You're my portion

I believe,

You're more than enough for me

 --kari jobe

I remember someone telling me complete words of wisdom....He will take that, heal you, if you let him, but you need to let Him come in first. Take down that wall. Let it go, stop holding onto something worthless.

I seriously see every day how God wants to heal me. I see different ways every day. I see that He loves me. I see that he wants me to love myself. I see that. 

Break down your walls. Let go. Give up. It's not worth fighting on your own.

i loves....

i love kids.
i hate when they poop their pants.
i love derek webb's music.
i hate how the next song is obnoxious compared to him.
i love clean sheets and clean laundry.
i hate how i have to babysit all day after church, and somehow do laundry.
i love trips and camps.
i hate knowing i forget stuff when i pack.
i love pictures.
i hate when they make you all sad inside because you're not with those people anymore.
i love reading.
i hate when you're pressured to read, and write essays.
i love sleeping.
i hate when i wake up with a neck ache.
i love painting my nails.
i hate how i always manage to smudge or chip the same day.
i love my family and friends.
and that's all folks.  Night.